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Name: amber
Location: United States
Birthday: 7/15/1982
Gender: Female
Interests: boxes, halloween, photography, metal, bubble wrap, the sound of glass breaking, meditation, reinvention, psychology, pandas and elephants, film, autumn, california
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Member Since:
2/24/2004
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| so is anyone else jumping out of their pants waiting for winter break?? oh boy. this thanksgiving break has been mighty nice though. oh yes. true, i worked a hella ton, but it was still nice to relax when my time wasn't being occupied by work. i don't really like working at victoria's secret. i love the store and everything in it, but working there isn't as hot. i guess if you like selling things to people. i just hate it cause i don't know anything. i hate having to ask someone else every time a customer asks me a question. i'm not learning anything because they always have me doing stupid projects or steaming things in the back. so lame. i've been in a venting mood lately. not that i'm in a bad mood, cause i'm far from it. i just feel like bitching and it doesn't matter what about. do you ever feel like that? well. it's a feeling. don't know what to call it, but that is the best way to describe my thoughts most recently. so, while i'm babbling here....not that anyone reads this thing anyway....how you doin'? i need to meet some new people and not be afraid of meeting them. i met some awesome people wednesday night. very nice. and i didn't say a word. sometimes i feel like a retard so i say nothing. i've been in a rut for a long time and i'm finally sick of being a dud and i'm trying to pull myself out of here. it's not easy when you think you're retarded. haha. anyways, let's just say i'm coo' and leave it at that. ;.) | | |
| i don't feel i ever have too much to say anymore. i think words are overrated. there are so many different languages that can be expressed, why focus on one? what about body language and facial expression and gestures and sound and touch, touch is a good one. people are easier to understand the more languages you have in common with them. anyways, just random thoughts. i feel like time is going by so fast. i can't think of anything else to say right now. i've felt so consumed, but it was empty consumption. it was paralyzing. but i'm finally feeling that i'm getting the something back. | | |
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My Girl
By Dan Aykroyd, Jamie Lee Curtis, Macaulay Culkin, Anna Chlumsky
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halloween was awesome. i threw the best party. if you weren't there....you missed a good one. anyways, i did not get ANY sleep whatsoever this past weekend, but it helped having the next 2 days off. yay! back to work again now though. sucks, but gotta pay the bills. some of them, anyway. rent and car at least :) now i have tons of candy though. anyone like nerds? candy doesn't go bad for a long time, right? when i was little, i still had candy a year later....can you tell i'm bored right now? i guess i could be doing homework, but what fun is that? yeah, well. i guess i should be doing something productive, like cleaning my room maybe. ugh. i hate responsibility. i don't want to grow up. i've been fighting it for so long and here i am. geesh. at least i got my independence. but so much for a social life. ah, well what are you gonna do. just live and let live. | | |
| hey hey hey. these past days have been good days, yes. and i am so excited for halloween. everyone is coming to our halloween party on saturday, yes?? uh huh. you should all be there, but you must have a costume. c'mon, guys....get creative. halloween is simply the best holiday ever. what's not to love? so anyways, i am feeling almost completely back to normal, whatever that is, but that's besides the point. i am so glad to be back in my own skin. it feels like i'm home. ha ha. that sounds so lame, but oh well. i am a free spirit. lol. okay, so for real. things have been better. i want to be writing more again though. and i want to be more creative and artistic like i used to be. i want to make my christmas presents again this year, but i'm not sure what i want to do yet, but i need to get started soon. i have a lot of people to tell that i care and that i'm glad they're in my life. i know im a big geek, but my friends mean a lot to me and i want them to know how special they are. okay, i am going to stop the cheesiness now and go finish my movie. i love you all! muah!! have a good night! | | |
| hey, what's goin on. got a new job at victoria's secret....today was my first day. it went well. and my friend michelle works there too, so it's cool like that, you know. anyways, i am a dork. but we all knew that, right? so....work at redbarn tomorrow. did i ever tell you about redbarn? redbarn is a farm market that i work at with my roommate. we wear little pumpkin berets and denim overalls. but mostly i just nap all day, except on my lunch break. or when i'm playing with a hacky sack out by the cornfield. ha ha. yes, redbarn is like a big playground. very nice. so, now i have 3 jobs. which i actually kind of like. there's variety and it keeps me busy. busy is good. staring at walls just isn't as exciting anymore. well, since it is after 2 am and i do have to get up to go to work tomorrow at 8, i should probably get some sleep. nighty-nite chickadees. | | |
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